Looking back on 2009 I would say that I'm still 90% of the person I was before my dx. Most of the differences are somewhat superficial. I use abbreviations like "dx" (diagnosis), "px" (prognosis) and "rx" (duh!) and of course the best one of all, "N.E.D." (no evidence of disease). And I know more about the colon than I ever thought I would.
But I also feel more matured and more respectful not just of the fragility of life but also the beauty in everything around us. Before my cancer I would have told you that I hate most people. Now I would tell you that I love most people.
Given the choice, I would never ever go through it again. Hell no. But am I greatful I had cancer? Maybe in some ways.
I won't be updating this anymore. Maybe if there's a recurrence and need to write. Otherwise, I'm ok.
Thursday, June 24, 2010
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